When you passed away, earlier this year I didnt feel a thing, I didnt shed a tear I thought that I was done with you, but now Im sitting here writing songs about you, thinking back the years You would scream and cry and sit there, whenever things went wrong A son shouldnt hear his mother talk about self harm But over night thanks to the liquor, the next day you forget Your world was back to normal while I cried in my bed. The only thing that makes me sad is that youll never see what I achieved and what Im going to be The only thing that gets me so upset is knowing that you never knew how much you re hurting me. You always thought of me, like a failed try, to a perfect child You thought I was a junky, cause I smoke some weed says the woman smoking cigarettes since '73 I dont believe that there is a god above, and you may think about it what you want Its not just black and white, socially A mother isnt always part of family. But over night you left this earth, silent in your sleep. And I didnt feel sadness, I felt relief. The only thing that makes me sad is that youll never see what I achieved and what Im going to be The only thing that gets me so upset is knowing that you never knew how much you re hurting me.

Why do I try so hard what am I working towards? I can't remember the days... Why do I try so hard to keep the ones that I love? I can't remember your face... Why do I try so hard to do what I love to do? I can't remember the point... Why do I try so hard to act like I know what to do? I can't remember the joy... And what did I try to hide, when I said that i'm alright. And what did I try to say, when everyone walked away. Why do I try so hard to fight whats so deep inside? I can't hold it back anymore. And why do I act like I will change myself anytime soon? We all know that is not true...

Breathing in the vapors of the rolling papers Soldier boys, come making noise If they only knew the angel that is you They'd leave me alone, find peace at home Easy and relax now, throw your head back now Don't be scared, be prepared As long as you remember Love is your defender This will heal your every tear I feel for you I feel for you I'm here for you And I fear it too Raining from the rooftop, but we'll never loose love Breathing out, breathing in Clouds of disapproval, renegade's maneuver Leave the doubt, believe within Easy and relax now, lean your body back now Our souls confide as we collide Whatever separates us will be what elevates us Side by side we walk upright I feel for you I feel for you I'm here for you And I fear it too There's no left behind each path I find Still leads me back to you I feel for you I feel for you I'm here for you And I fear it too

They call me edgy cause they dont know how to handle me Cause I be fucking everyone like the son of Ron Jeremy bitch you cant compete with me, my voice made of milk and honey Working at McDonalds while I make the real money offa youtube - with those songs you be lovin, the content that I be droppin You know that there is no stoppin this genious musicians noggin with a touch of fucking depressing meaning behind the beat so you can secretly be crying I don't make this shit so you can write a comment, saying first I'm just deleting fucks like that cause aint no nobody does deserve ~Reading your fucking shitty joke on my shitty video And I bet someone with autism is typing one right now.~ I know that all you care about is being entertained but what you cunts aint realizing, its a real fuckin pain and I cant emphasize enough that its a real fuckin shame that all I do will always have this weird aftertaste of "meh" Please end my suffering, I just wanna die: But to die you gotta have the balls to take your own life As long as I stay mad, my rhymes stay fly: You aint got depression, its all a fucking lie Please end my suffering, I just wanna die... But to die you gotta have the balls to take your own life As long as I stay mad, my rhymes stay fly...

I dont have a reason At least none that I can see and there doesnt need to be I guess it was the season, to smoke some weed... Why wouldnt wee just smoke it everyday I dont need an agenda... just to get high just to get high Sittin on the balcony and smoking a doob I dont know about you, but I am feeling good Ain't got a care in the world, nothings changing my mood And should I get the munchies, I got plenty of food. I don't serve a political purpose I'm neither an alt right or liberal lefist All I can tell you is that I like to get high

I am a total Noob at CSGO you didnt need a song to know. I made this just so you can see How low a skill can go At the start of the round - I dont know what to buy I just pick a five seven - then I pray to the devine That I get a lucky shot - in the head of a bloke That pushed through the doors - while being full smoked My success mustnt be - says lord gaben to me I get a bullet in the head - from a guy in my team then a shot in the face - from a glock who would ace the whole team so we lost - second round, we are broke. We cant buy, I cant frag - and my aim is a joke. I dont know what to do - we dont know where to go We are all under stress - my whole team is obsessed I'm the fault, I should die - cyka blyat, KYS Deinstall, turn on sound - is your screen even on? I promise I try. Im just natuarally blowing, no training, no nothing will help me with CSGO I am a total Noob at CSGO you didnt need a song to know. I made this just so you can see How low a skill can go

I'm on my Way to New Vegas Trynna get my hands on that Platinum Chip Was shot in the face, but you cant hold me down. I woke up the next morning in a quiet little town. Goodsprings, nice place, gotta say, its ok... Had to kill a couple Powder Gangers standing in my way. Down the road, there I go, setting foot into Primm. Not a single friendly face and the town is looking grim. Not much else to do then to draw my gun, Take aim and end them one by one. Heading off to the south, going through a ghost town. Couple freaks in costumes killed everyone around. They just told me to remember and made their way back, to wherever they came from, so I head to Novac. Where I gotta say, that I never made a bigger mistake, than to trust Jeanny May. Now she's dead, anyway. Not much else there to say. Heading off, since there aint no reason to stay. I'm on my Way to New Vegas Through the Mojave, its a hell of a trip I'm on my Way to New Vegas Trynna get my hands on that Platinum Chip Boulder city, kinda shitty, everything is just a mess. Came across a bunch of people with their silly leather vests. I recognize their faces and they almost drop dead, So they stutter some excuses and then tell me where to head. I almost cried when I stride into Freeside, I'm so close but the Strip ain't cheap, mind. Gotta make a lotta caps in a short amount of time. Started working for the King, commit a bunch of little crimes. Worked up the ranks of the Freeside Mob. Earned enough bottlecaps to get into the Tops, Where I met that little rat, in his fancy checkered suit. Would've killed him then and there, but security was good I followed him to his sweet, where I killed him in his sleep. Took the chip, and a heap, of his caps, like a creep. Met a robot called Yes Man with some shit going down, I guess my next step is to take over this town! I'm on my Way to New Vegas Through the Mojave, its a hell of a trip I'm on my Way to New Vegas Trynna get my hands on that Platinum Chip It doesn't matter if you're working so hard, if you're working without an Honest Heart. You gotta walk a mile in another mans shoes, To cope with the well known Old World Blues. It's easy to dream of the Milk and Honey, But life aint about that cold Dead Money. Unable to lay down and unload, Unless you walk alone on the Lonesome Road. I'm on my Way to New Vegas Through the Mojave, its a hell of a trip I'm on my Way to New Vegas Trynna get my hands on that Platinum Chip