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Relief

from Season Two by Berlin Child

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When you passed away, earlier this year
I didnt feel a thing, I didnt shed a tear
I thought that I was done with you, but now Im sitting here
writing songs about you, thinking back the years

You would scream and cry and sit there, whenever things went wrong
A son shouldnt hear his mother talk about self harm
But over night thanks to the liquor, the next day you forget
Your world was back to normal while I cried in my bed.

The only thing that makes me sad is that youll never see
what I achieved and what Im going to be
The only thing that gets me so upset is knowing that
you never knew how much you re hurting me.
You always thought of me, like a failed try, to a perfect child
You thought I was a junky, cause I smoke some weed
says the woman smoking cigarettes since '73

I dont believe that there is a god above,
and you may think about it what you want
Its not just black and white, socially
A mother isnt always part of family.
But over night you left this earth, silent in your sleep.
And I didnt feel sadness, I felt relief.

The only thing that makes me sad is that youll never see
what I achieved and what Im going to be
The only thing that gets me so upset is knowing that
you never knew how much you re hurting me.

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from Season Two, released January 1, 2018

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Berlin Child Berlin, Germany

Born and raised in and around Berlin, I started making music during early High-school. Since then I've been doing musical stuff as a hobby and am now slowly progressing into a professional approach. I hope you reading this means you're interested in my music and I sincerely hope you enjoy what you hear. ... more

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